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I am here!! and yes I haven't been blogging for while. Can anyone guess why??

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Crush Update

It's been a while since I last blogged.

So here is a little update on my whole "crush" situation thing.

I don't have a crush on him any more, and I am not "in a relationship" with him. It took me like 4 months to realize it. Why you ask??

He is not where I need to be as a person. He is still needs to discover himself. He needs to be an individual first before I can date him. Like he needs to know who he is and where he is going. Do you get where I am going??

So there you you ladies and gents, a small update on that situation.

Dear Crush,

If you read my last blog, you would know who this blog is directed to.

Dear Crush,

It has almost bee a week since I last saw you, and I cannot stop thinking about you. The last month of school I have developed feelings for you. I am so happy that I will be seeing you this week. You know, it has been crazy. I keep looking at your profile and everything. You know, I am really glad that when I told you I had feelings for you, you told me you had feelings for me too. Butterflies, I felt it. I hope these feelings do not go away but grow. Please, do not hold back on anything.

Love

me.

My Grad Kiss...

Well, I graduated High School on Monday. Our ceremony was on Monday and the Grad Dance(like a prom) was on Tuesday. You know, originally my date was a friend of mine that I had a crush on for almost a year but he couldn't come anymore. So, I asked a childhood friend if he wanted to go with me cause he seemed desperate for a date. I asked him a month before the dance. So, within that month, one thing lead to another, and it seemed like he started to like me, and I started to like him.

None of us said nothing about the feelings. Although it seemed like he really did like me. He always talked about these 3 tasks that he wanted to do before the graduation. 3 task that he would have to do throughout his High School career. Here are his 3 tasks:

1. To have a girlfriend(he had one in grade 9)
2. To go on a first date (he got one at a school dance)
3. To have his first kiss

The last one he never got before the grad dance. Well when the grad dance came we was such a gentile man.... and we were being all "couple-like" on this day. It was really nice.... I really never knew that I would develop feelings for a childhood friend like him. It such a crazy feeling!! I never really felt this for my boyfriend that I had back in grade 10. Even though my grade 10 boyfriend was my first kiss. This guy that had a date with seemed so much better.

It was near the end of the night and my date took me out to the lobby and he asked me if I would be the one to finish his 3 tasks for him. Then it happened... I was his "last task" You know my crush before (original date) I don't really have a crush on him no more.... I think I MIGHT have feelings for Marlon Mendoza.....

Co-op Friends

Don't you hate certain parts of life??

Like, once you get close to someone then life can pull you away!!

You know I just finished my final semester in High School!! I am glad I have graduated, and out of the halls of my school. But the thing is..... I miss my final semester.....

Well only my co-op placement. You know, I have been going there everyday, Monday-Thursday. I got so close to my fellow co-op students. It is kinda sad because we are not going to see each other everyday.

I will miss them so much....

Kinda confused

I am kinda confused right now.
Many things in my mind right now. My emotions are taking a big hit right now.

At this point in my life, with everything happening, this are the emotions I feel right now...

- Upset
- Angry
- Love
- Inspired
- Stressed
and many other things I cannot describe.

You know what... my head is so jumbled... I cannot even think straight for this blogg...

peace my friends

FIFA WORLD CUP 2010

I was always one of those people that never really followed or payed attention to the FIFA WORLD CUP!! Not until this year. I have a few friends that got me looking at who is winning and everything so yeah. Right now I do not have a specific team that I am cheering for, but maybe in the future I will. We will see....

I am not against any sport played in this world. I am definitely not against soccer(football). Althigh, I cannot believe how big the sport of soccer(football) really is. You know, you can go to any country and everyone knows the general idea of soccer (with the acceptation of some countries). I also cannot believe how so many people get into watching the WORLD CUP!! It is honestly crazy!! You see so many people in the stands during a WORLD CUP game. It's like sold out!! So many people cheering for their team!! It brings people together, but a the same time, it can tear people apart throughout the duration of the WORLD CUP.

I can honestly say that it brought me closer to some friends. Since I was never really interested in watching the WORLD CUP, my friends suggested that I should start watching it. I was like "okay....." I didn't really take their suggestion at heart at first, but I actually started to keep track on who is winning and losing. Then I actually stated to watch parts of games. It is all because of my friends suggesting that I do watch it. As soon as I told them that I have been keeping track of scores, and watching parts of games, it brought me closer to that specific group of friends. We started to watch some games together, and keeping each other updated when one of us misses a game. You know that type of thing. As I said before, I don't have a team to cheer for yet, but I am happy that it brought me closer to some of my friends.

what are your thoughts on the WORLD CUP??