Sunday, July 4, 2010

Dear Crush,

If you read my last blog, you would know who this blog is directed to.

Dear Crush,

It has almost bee a week since I last saw you, and I cannot stop thinking about you. The last month of school I have developed feelings for you. I am so happy that I will be seeing you this week. You know, it has been crazy. I keep looking at your profile and everything. You know, I am really glad that when I told you I had feelings for you, you told me you had feelings for me too. Butterflies, I felt it. I hope these feelings do not go away but grow. Please, do not hold back on anything.

Love
me.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

My Grad Kiss...

Well, I graduated High School on Monday. Our ceremony was on Monday and the Grad Dance(like a prom) was on Tuesday. You know, originally my date was a friend of mine that I had a crush on for almost a year but he couldn't come anymore. So, I asked a childhood friend if he wanted to go with me cause he seemed desperate for a date. I asked him a month before the dance. So, within that month, one thing lead to another, and it seemed like he started to like me, and I started to like him.

None of us said nothing about the feelings. Although it seemed like he really did like me. He always talked about these 3 tasks that he wanted to do before the graduation. 3 task that he would have to do throughout his High School career. Here are his 3 tasks:

1. To have a girlfriend(he had one in grade 9)
2. To go on a first date (he got one at a school dance)
3. To have his first kiss

The last one he never got before the grad dance. Well when the grad dance came we was such a gentile man.... and we were being all "couple-like" on this day. It was really nice.... I really never knew that I would develop feelings for a childhood friend like him. It such a crazy feeling!! I never really felt this for my boyfriend that I had back in grade 10. Even though my grade 10 boyfriend was my first kiss. This guy that had a date with seemed so much better.

It was near the end of the night and my date took me out to the lobby and he asked me if I would be the one to finish his 3 tasks for him. Then it happened... I was his "last task" You know my crush before (original date) I don't really have a crush on him no more.... I think I MIGHT have feelings for Marlon Mendoza.....