HOW CAN THEY DO IT!!!

You know... I love my parents!! They honestly do so many things for me and my sister. The thing is that they tell me that I am not able to go to events in my youth group. I love my youth group. The people in it are amazing and I love to serve the Lord through my youth group. It completes who I am. The people in it make my life so much more easier to live... they are my second family. They don't see that I look to them when I can't say something to my sister and my parents.

They are the ones that keep my faith alive and they keep me happy. They ease of the loads that are upon my shoulders. I guess that I can still chill with them but a part of me would still want to serve God with them. Which I can't because my parents forbit me from going to the youth group activities.

IT SUCKS BALLS!!

peace and love
<3 ceLLy t.

Missing My Best Friend

Okay y'all!!
guess what?? I'm missing someone right now... she is one of my best friends... and like I miss her terrible. Not just because she is in Ottawa right now... but because i think we slightly drifted.

You know I miss her being around... you know we haven't been really chilling lately... well for one thing I have been busy like last month and haven't been out in a while... now that I am generally free this month she is like studying...

You know it may seem like I'm madly in love with her and I wanna marry her... it's not like that. She has a special place in my heart... and I love her... like a family... you know what I'm saying?? I miss our hang-outs... I miss making her laugh and laughing with her...

and if she is reading this right now.... I say.... YEAH YOU HEAR THAT ARAINE!! I MISS YOU!!

peace and love
<3 ceLLy t

WHY DID I DO THAT!!

Free The Child (charity thing) does a campaign each year for Halloween. It's called "Halloween For Hunger." It is where people go door to door asking can goods to give to the hungry. Usually i would do this but this year I couldn't do because of family stuff. (don't wanna go in detail). So therefore i was in a city 3 hours away. (that's where all my extended family is.)

My friends did this "Halloween For Hunger." On Halloween night they went out as ask for can goods right?? yeah... I kept texting my 2 friends that where in the same group. They were jokingly telling me "oh this guy is a jerk b/c he doesn't help me with the cans LoL!!" or "she is annoying... HaHa jk" So the following Monday, we were all at school and I told my friend that our guy friend said that she was a b***. But really he just said that she was annoying and he said it in a joking way. And now our guy friend is saying "oh I didn't call you a b****" WHICH HE DIDN'T!!

Now it's starting a slight drama between everyone!! CRAP!! why in the world did I say that!! I have no idea why!! It just came out!! My friends don't get into dramas but now we are just because I let my mouth speak!! and yeah!! I'M SO STUPID!! it's not getting really bad but yeah. I just want every one to drop it!!

I don't know what do do!!

peace and love
<3 ceLLy t.