Emotions Taking me Over

You know this pas month has been an emotional roller coaster. I'm not sure if i should refer it as that but I have been like really "emotionally sick." If you can say it that way. Here is what I have been feeling like different... stuff... I just feel like I need something to revive me back to how happy I was. Like I'm not sure what happened but before the Christmas holidays I was happy right then after coming into the year of 2010, I don't know what happened right after that.

You know, it's probably my tendency to over think things. I should stop like thinking to much. Like, the situations I'm in, I start thinking all the 'COULD OF' SHOULD OF' 'WOULD OF' 'WHY DID THIS HAPPEN' or just over thinking a certain situation. With everything that's happening this is what i feel at the end of the day.

- lonely
- sadness
- anger
- hopeless

I haven't felt like this for years. Well, I don't know. We will see what happens after this month if over. We will see how things change... maybe I'll come out if it...

peace and love

ceLLy tigs