I Might Be Selfish

You know, with friendships there are ups and downs right??

I have to constantly remind myself of that.

I have blogged about my best friend before. I am going to do it again today!!!

Yeah, I guess we are experiencing the down part of our friendship. Just because I don't feel the closeness like I do at different times. I feel like that she is putting my on the sidelines (refer to my last post).

I am willing to be close with her again. But is she?? that is the question. I feel like that she is not willing... gets it?? Although, that may not be the case.

The non-closeness can be caused by me as well, I just may be too selfish and just want to keep her all to myself. Then again, why can't I feel her part of our friendship??

Do you get it??

I guess I will keep doing my part, and we will see if she would acknowledge the best friend on the sidelines.