not thinking much

You know, you can think of things all you want. You can think that you are being left behind or forgotten or under appreciated or you may feel that you are a friend "left on the sidelines." It may seem that way, but it may not always be the case.

I'm always thinking that I am "left on the sidelines," but really it's not true. You know I am thinking like that right now, but there are signs telling me that is not true. My best friend doesn't just leave me on the sidelines.

There are signs of that. So I always try to think the most positive, and not think very much.