Give And take

Hey everyone!!

I know I haven't been blogging for a while. It's just because that I hadn't had any decent time to myself and hadn't had any inpirations for my blog topics. I probably will post up some of my poetry stuff up soon times. Anyway, this is a new blog for you. Here it is.

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I feel like that I keep giving myself with nothing in return. Like, I am always trying to provide for others the best I can. I always, I guess, feed to a relationship. But I what am I getting. At the end of the day, I feel happy that I can give so much to a friend and that they are always satified.

I always find my fill when I give to others. I always find my fill when I know that I did somethng to someone or said something to make them good. The thing that hurts me though, is that they do not give the same back. In any relatonship, it should be a give and take type thing.

I am always giving, they are always taking but how about the other way around?? Can' t they see that I always show my love to them?? I guess this is similar to my "BEING ON THE SIDELINES" post and the last post I posted.

Then again,
- Maybe they would come around and we can have a give and take relationsip that I always wanted.
- Maybe something good would happen to me later on. (karma)
- Maybe this can be a test of my patience and I just have to wait for them to realize that they aren'y giving enough

What do you think??

The reason why I give a lot of myself, it's because I have the strength to love a lot. Everyone needs that someone that loves them a lot.